cubaan brani mati!!

haha.. title tah hape tah ye~

actually smalam maksu soh buat choc cake...
n da topping is a lil bit diff from cuppies...
cupcakes topping nye keras nanti, cake toppingnye moist~
so, dengan brani nya, ambo meng"otter" topping punye recipe, based on LOGIC! ahahahaa
tp alhamdulillah... it turn out to be just ok~
so..... check this out!

ku namakan kek ni as "volcano kek" y???

sbb die naik mengomboh la plak.. haha

topping tu ok kn??? (n_n)

ngeh3

enough! nanti ade org marah! hahahahaha

u know who u r! haha

time is running~

uurrrmmm, pejam celik, pejam celik, dah tinggal 2 hr setengah i will be here in sandakan...
rase cam xnak balik pon ade gak sbenanye... huhu..
n tringin nak bwk balik kipas ni pon ade gak! ahaks!

well, nak cite ape jd smalam~
smalam sy ditugaskan utk membuat.......................................
cornflakes madu!! huhu... my 3rd makanan yg dibuat d sini... n b4 goin' back, i'm gonna make da puding trifle n cuppies(maybe), once again... maksu soh bwk balik.. besides, dah terckp lak ngan "somebody".. kehkeh..
Cik Zafirah Tajudin, adakah anda curious??? haha
btw, recipe for puding trifle tu, google je ba~ haha

ok, ckp pasal smalam, cornflakes madu tu xla sodap sngt + xmelekat sngt, maybe salah bikin, hihihihi
tp pg ni ku tengok dah tinggal beberape je kat dlm bekas tu! ahahahhaa..
ape maksudnye tu ye???? (ahahahhahahaha, gelak palg jahat abad ini)
pict 4 prove?, xambik la plk, maleh, tp hajat dihati memg nak kasi kakak panas pon! haha...


ape2 pun~~~
alhamdulillah la, blh makan~

ok xtaw dah ape nak merepek~ da~ c u!

memahami

well.. Bismillah...

entry kali ni, bukan pasal sandakan dah.. (sbenanye hr ni xg mane2, tu yg xde nak cerita tu, tp smalam ade, nanti lah ku upload da picts)

skarg nak ckp pasal kenyataan hidop..

selame ni i always wonder, how can somebody yg blh dikatakan cemerlang dr sekolah, blh fail in u or any institution la...

this is what i found;

1. hidop di u sangt bebas
2. dapat kos yg xminat*
3. xpandai urus diri
4. & bnyk lg lah

i just want to focus on no. 2; dapat kos yg xminat;

it happened to me actually....

yes, actually semua blh turn out positive if we think positive n try HARD to make it positive.
tp ape da jd pd dr ku???
1 word = PEMBERONTAKAN
xde la plak dr ku meronta-ronta or transform to be somebody yg sngt different from before, utk menunjukkan aku memberontak, tp i myself, dpt rasakan dr ku memberontak...
mesti ade yg ckp, "dah taw memberontak, change la"
u will know what i feel when u r in my shoes...
sekarg br dr ku faham, kenapa ade yg x excellent in u, even mereka from sekolah yg bagos with a good result in any exam...
apatah lg diriku yg xbrape nak excellent ni.... haish...

what happen??
when i got the result dat i hv to take SE (software engineering), 1st thing yg aku ckp is;
"ape tu??"
i never know dat this course WUJUD sebenanye~

dah sampai u, n almost 2 months, n even sat for da midterm, also cannot go la...
mcm mane sy xmemberontak?
1st assignment for programming, kami dah diberi soalan mcm kami dah pakar dlm progrmming!!!!!
tolong la paham, we know nothing! 0!! about this!!!!!
kami bukannye minat pon!!!

ye betol, ade org ckp, minat blh datg kmudian,,, i'm agree!! infact, i'm totally agree!
tp it takes TIME!!!!
kalau kita suke seseorg tu pun, we need time to get to know da person!!!
(banyak nye tanda seru~ hadoi~~)

mase midterm, kami xstudy pon, kami buat assgnment, nak buat cmane, lect mintak submit day yg same ngan midterm kami. yes, kami salah, sbb buat last min, tp kami XRETI nak buat!!!! mcm mane nak buat??

ok enough with da luahan perasaan si Pemberontak yg bernama sofia ni...

insyaAllah la, akan ku positive kn dr ini, tengok la ape jd...

dengan bangganya aku memberitahu~~~~~
sy fail programmg midterm hrtu~~
1st time, fail E!!!!! hahahahhaa...(padahal nak nangis gila babun da ni)

xpe lah, cuba lg next time, n sy akan pastikan, marks sy berubah! (asal tiba2 smangat ni??)
 = ~hormone xstabil~

finally i'm in sandakan!!!!

weyh weyh,,, ngantok ni beb... haha..
padahal dah tido petg td! kehkeh...
maybe sbb ni kot:

pukol 4 pg;
bgun tutup alarm n kunci alarm balik kol 4.10 pg! (xleh blah taw, padahal da bgun + turun dr katil double deck ku, pastu sanggop panjat balik sebb nak tido lg 10 min!) haha...
nasib baik mama buat wake up call... so bgun la... mandi.. bersiap,,, pas solat je... den blah dr bilik tu...
yy yg masih tidor ku gosok bahunya n say, "bye~"
pastu turun la dr ku dr level 3 tu sorg2 dlm keadaan cuaca, (cuaca taw!) yg masih gelap gumpita... takot gak.. nampak byg2 campak 1 batu sendr pon tekejot! ahahaha....
n Alhamdulillah~~ (maher zain style), dekat bus stop, ade org!!! ramai lak tu! hohoho....

5.10 pg;
van yg sze ann tempah dah sampai skali ngan sze ann gak la... n kami berempat skali ngan driver van tu, pegi la menuju ke arah kebenaran~~ airport... ingat nak membuta kat dlm van, skali kene beramah mesra ngan driver tu.. the driver is "she" ok! sportg habis i tell u!

6 pg lebih kurg;
sampai la kami kat airport!!!!
1 prob timbol, duit xdisediakan cukop2... so i hv to run to dunkin donut n hv to buy sometg,,, so i buy a sandwich that cost me ****RM 8.10***each!!!!! hadoi... nasib baik xbeli 2 taw! sbb die mintak 10 sen, tp i don't hv it...

6.10 pg;
kami (sze ann n i) go to serah all da doc b4 masuk dlm... dah masuk dlm, ingatkn gate yg sama, skali kene brpisah awal2 lg.. so say bye again, kali ni kat sze ann, n then sy masuk la ke arah yg btol...
alone again, so makan la sandwich yg dibeli td...
o ya! terkezut den when i saw some1 yg sy rase sy kenal!!
memg btol beta mengenali beliau... beliau adlh my lecturer! Dr Asmiaty... huhu... dengan anak2 nya.. kat airport kk xtegor la, sbb beliau jauh... huhu

6.45 lbh kurg gak;
kami disuruh masuk... so masuk la... 1st time duk dlm flight yg xpenoh passger nye... so i sat at 31abc alone~ hoyeah! haha..
ingatkn btol la flight tu will take 45 min.. tengok2, xsempat nak feelg2 dah ade announce "sebentar lg kita akan mendarat... blablabla"

pukol 7.30; sampai kat lapangan terbg sandakan... dsebabkan flight ku awal so ku tggu la maksu n paksu kat ctu...
oh! Dr. Asmiaty ade! hehe.. kat ctu br aku salam ngan beliau n berkenalan ngan family die... anak2 die comel2 semua... yg palg pentg, anak lelaki die ensem! haha...
oh square! nama anak2 nya;
adnin
adlin
admiz (if i'm not mistaken)(yg ni la yg handsome tu!!) haha
adibah (sngt talkative! n she is da 1 dat called me "mak cik!!!" hadoi taw!)
n last but least, deaul haq... same cam nama afif bambam anak kak ngah ku~

dkat2 7.45 pg;
mak su, pak su n gat jiq! sampai~ pastu pak su ckp, Dr Asmiaty tu bekas student paksu!! huiyo~ (bangga lak aku ada bpk sdare gb taw!) huhuhu
then balik umah maksu n paksu, makan2...
pastu maksu bg assgnment utk ku!! haha
misi nya adalah utk membuat cuppies.. dah la dah lame xbuat, bukak buku balik wey~ haha.. fail tol la kn..
tp alhamdulillah jd... rasenye la...
ok ah..

pukol 2 lbh;
naik bilik, solat sume2, pastu ingatkan nak tido samai kol 3,,, skali! hambik kau, 6.30 br bgun! hahahahah
xleh blah taw.. nasib baik buat jamak td... pastu turun bwh, malu je taw.. maksu ckp, "bese la tu~" hehehe..
tq maksu sbb memahami... kehkeh..

6.30 n above;
buat puding triffle lak... huhu..
alhamdulillah jadi... kehkeh, walaupun still kene refer recipe! haha...
maksu masak ketam mlm ni, so makan la ngan brsunggoh-sunggohnya! huhu...
pastu dah siap2 buat sume benda, aku pun naik la ke bilik kak mira ni menjalankan operasi ku! haha...

esok lak;
esok abg p ckp nak bawk pegi taman buaya!!! yeay!!!!!!!! happy i taw... kehkeh.. padahal assignment bnyak taw! huhu
xpe ah, lupekan jap... maksu jgk ade nak mintak aku buat cornflakes madu lak.. ni best, senang je~ hehe,... ape lg, tengok recipe ah! ahahhahaha... tp takot oven maksu xjd ah.. td pun cuppies tu hodoh je taw, nasib baik ade toping! haha...

kerisauan 4 today;
time jumpa family Dr td, adibah(anaknya), sngt la talkative, adibah tanye name ku, tp aku ase bapak die yg suroh! alamak, takotnye kat Dr... jgn tolak marks sy sudah la Dr. hukhuk
adibah datang n said; "makcik, nama mu siapa?" (haha, comel tol)
me; Dr~~ die pggil sy makcik!!! hukhuk... (Dr senyum ja)... nama sy zarith sofia...
adibah pon tros pegi mane tah...
adibah; siapa nama mu???
me; zarith sofia~
adibah; makcik ustazah ke??
me; ha? ustazah?? xde lah.. sy student...
adibah; makcik student ape?
me: makcik, (makcik taw!, layan je la ape die sebot kn), student software engin..
pastu paksu n maksu pon sampai...
last2
bye makcik~~ hadoi tol la adibah ni...
muncol tanda2 pnuaan ku die pggil aku camtu! haha...
so sesi ramah mesra brsama adibah pon habis...

enaf! penat dah.. nak tggu org tu msg, x msg2 pon, (hormone gedix terlebih!) haha..

conclusion;
SY SANGAT HEPI HR NI BERADA D UMAH MAKSU N PAKSU N BEBAS DR U!!!!! bangsey!!!

new blog

well... Bismillahhirrahmanirrahim...

actually i'm not new to this blog 'world',, but since i 4got da password to access my past blog, so i just dcide to create a new 1! (n_n)

da 2nd reason y i create dis blog is... bcoz now, here, there is nobody dat want to listen to what i feel, what i think, what happened to me, n so many what lg la... b4 i turn out to b crazy, i think better la diri ku write sometg here.. although nobody will care.. hopefully ape yg terbuku d ht ku ni dpt la dleraikan... (T_T)

well... the thing is... today,,, i'm NOT happy...
don't know y.. i just felt dat way... semua mcm xkena... esok lg la... mesti call mak esok, i will cry lg.. hadoi...

blog kali ni maybe lebih borg from the previous 1.. dsebabkan i hv nobody that really can listen 2 what i said here, so i just write la...

dah almost 2 month i've been staying here,, tp.. rase mcm still xleh adapt la.. don't know y.. nak kate xbiasa duk hostel, i am used to it.. n i don't really care about it... nak kata u ni xcantik.. cantik je.. don't know,,, mayb my mom is not here..

1 of my friend ada ckp.. "u xpayah tuka la, sy tengok awk sentiasa senyum saje"..
deep inside my heart..... luaran memg ah.. xkn la nak nangis 24/7....
aku pun xtaw... mood study dah xda..
i miss my family,,, miss my friend.. trutamanya yg sudi teman aku when i'm alone n when i need somebody to talk to... u know who u r right??
da 1 that make me ter-sengih2 dpn phone, da 1 that share da tears with me, da 1 that care whether i ady reach my room o not... (p/s: "the 1" is girl!)

only Allah can bless u.. only Allah can save n love u always..... & only Allah can payback ur kindness...
i can't do anytg to u... i'm sorry...
i only can say...
...TQ...
to mama, family, n friends...