memahami

well.. Bismillah...

entry kali ni, bukan pasal sandakan dah.. (sbenanye hr ni xg mane2, tu yg xde nak cerita tu, tp smalam ade, nanti lah ku upload da picts)

skarg nak ckp pasal kenyataan hidop..

selame ni i always wonder, how can somebody yg blh dikatakan cemerlang dr sekolah, blh fail in u or any institution la...

this is what i found;

1. hidop di u sangt bebas
2. dapat kos yg xminat*
3. xpandai urus diri
4. & bnyk lg lah

i just want to focus on no. 2; dapat kos yg xminat;

it happened to me actually....

yes, actually semua blh turn out positive if we think positive n try HARD to make it positive.
tp ape da jd pd dr ku???
1 word = PEMBERONTAKAN
xde la plak dr ku meronta-ronta or transform to be somebody yg sngt different from before, utk menunjukkan aku memberontak, tp i myself, dpt rasakan dr ku memberontak...
mesti ade yg ckp, "dah taw memberontak, change la"
u will know what i feel when u r in my shoes...
sekarg br dr ku faham, kenapa ade yg x excellent in u, even mereka from sekolah yg bagos with a good result in any exam...
apatah lg diriku yg xbrape nak excellent ni.... haish...

what happen??
when i got the result dat i hv to take SE (software engineering), 1st thing yg aku ckp is;
"ape tu??"
i never know dat this course WUJUD sebenanye~

dah sampai u, n almost 2 months, n even sat for da midterm, also cannot go la...
mcm mane sy xmemberontak?
1st assignment for programming, kami dah diberi soalan mcm kami dah pakar dlm progrmming!!!!!
tolong la paham, we know nothing! 0!! about this!!!!!
kami bukannye minat pon!!!

ye betol, ade org ckp, minat blh datg kmudian,,, i'm agree!! infact, i'm totally agree!
tp it takes TIME!!!!
kalau kita suke seseorg tu pun, we need time to get to know da person!!!
(banyak nye tanda seru~ hadoi~~)

mase midterm, kami xstudy pon, kami buat assgnment, nak buat cmane, lect mintak submit day yg same ngan midterm kami. yes, kami salah, sbb buat last min, tp kami XRETI nak buat!!!! mcm mane nak buat??

ok enough with da luahan perasaan si Pemberontak yg bernama sofia ni...

insyaAllah la, akan ku positive kn dr ini, tengok la ape jd...

dengan bangganya aku memberitahu~~~~~
sy fail programmg midterm hrtu~~
1st time, fail E!!!!! hahahahhaa...(padahal nak nangis gila babun da ni)

xpe lah, cuba lg next time, n sy akan pastikan, marks sy berubah! (asal tiba2 smangat ni??)
 = ~hormone xstabil~