missing da sunlight

cuti sem

baru 2 hari kat rumah mama actually

did i tell u 

how i miss da sunlight???

dekat hostel, 

pagi, petg, siang, malam

kami xnampak cahaya matahari~ *???

bilik penetrated from da sunlihgt *ini sirius!

biasanya i'll go back to sleep kalau xda klas 

lepas subuh *bagos btol, i know

with light off

memg sentiasa malam dlm bilik tu

well

dekat rumah

this is wat we call 

heaven~~ 

nak tido balik sbenanye tp...

every morning 

mama datang sembang

& i see da light!!! *lol

tros xleh tido

"Only miss the sun when it starts to snow"

well for me

only miss da sun when da room get dark?? 

wellllll~

i think now i've becoming an annoying person to someone

don't know wat is da reason

maybe 

i'm just too.... 

menyibuk?

protective?

no way la kan

dia dah besar

so i keep thinking

& dis is maybe the biggest reason

i know how parents feel!

*ini double serious ok*

i've grown up 

in da worst condition 

in da worst situation

u can ever describe 

ok

"'i'm exaggerating it a lil bit"

but!

i've been trough a lot

if u say

ur life is da worst

put my shoes on 

try walk besides me

i'll show u da beauty of YOUR life.

watever it is

be grateful dude

jgn runsingkan fikiran parents

try living ur life 

in da right path

peace b upon u!